September 28th, 2008

Subject: A Long Time Coming Time: 01:56 pm

I know he was done wrong I hope he is out of it. I do not know though, he ignored all my calls. I am sober. I am getting my next chip soon. I have a hooked up little girl. I want something I cant have. ... j/k I dont believe it. I do not want to go to NewYork in a week. I am not sure why. I am more at peace today than I have ever been in my whole life. <3Alicia

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February 13th, 2008

Time: 08:51 am

i only post when something interesting happens well guess what! my wonderful husband bought me a 2007 honda accord... yea im not joking. yay. im happy

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January 4th, 2008

Time: 04:43 pm

I am much more than content.

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October 25th, 2007

Time: 12:05 pm

i really enjoy working at halyards. i love the atmosphere. sarah is almost crawling its so cute. shes says mamamamamammamama all the time. but she would because she loves me. thats all

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October 16th, 2007

Time: 10:03 am

i love it when he says "i dont know what youre doing to me but i cant stop thinking about you" yea still<3

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September 23rd, 2007

Time: 09:43 am

me and whitney have a hobby and we love it. sarah is beautiful. very very beautiful. my job is okay too. im about to go there. i like that i have nothing exciting to talk about. ilovemyhusband withallmyheart.

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September 17th, 2007

Time: 09:35 am

will i make my mark in your heart and start a war?

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September 12th, 2007

Time: 05:14 pm

yea its happening im going to college in the spring thanks to a over supportive husband. so maybe i'll see some of ya there oh btw im still madly in love. my baby is cute like seriously cute probably the cutest baby ever made. <3

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August 14th, 2007

Time: 07:58 pm

im so blessed my marriage contradicts what i used to think was reality actually reality is perseption like... i have a husband whom never stops amazing me. and it happens every single day in some way i will never get tired i will never want something different and neither will he. time apart is never what we need i rarely want to leave the house i mean why would i? if i want to relax and have a couple drinks there is no one to share it with but him. He is the rock that makes me feel stable. hes the only person thats made my heart whole through my early years of brokeness. dont ever say theres no such thing as fate and a soulmate no ones perfect but he never claims to be he completes me makes up for my lacks and vise-versa. mmmmm i never do anything without thinking of him first and sarah of course. well what im saying is my life and family is the shit. and im so blessed

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August 9th, 2007

Time: 10:23 pm

dont take for granted what you have

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August 1st, 2007

Time: 07:10 pm

if im happy why do i fake a smile to you

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July 23rd, 2007

Time: 02:34 pm

life is what you make it. and i love it.

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July 19th, 2007

Time: 09:53 pm

this is because i love you I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend, You could cut ties with all the lies, that you've been living in, And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand. I would understand, The angry boy, a bit too insane, Icing over a secret pain, You know you don't belong, You're the first to fight, You're way too loud, You're The flash of light, On a burial shroud, I know something's wrong, Well everyone I know has got a reason, To say, put the past away, I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend, You could cut ties with all the lies, That you've been living in, And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand, I would understand. Well he's on the table, And he's gone to code, And I do not think anyone knows, What they are doing here, And your friends have left, You've been dismissed, I never thought it would come to this, And I, I want you to know, Everyone's got to face down the demons, Maybe today, We can put the past away, I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend, You could cut ties with all the lies, that you've been living in, And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand, I would understand, I would understand... Can you put the past away, I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend, I would understand...

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July 17th, 2007

Time: 09:25 am

there are a select few who i wouldnt get tired of being around. two of whom do not get along. kinda makes me sad to think of how much none of this will matter in the long run first day of work.

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July 11th, 2007

Time: 02:40 pm

Party for leahs birthday Saturday Night Mi Casa. 3991897 if you need directions. keg. grill.

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July 8th, 2007

Time: 02:18 pm

ive been in love twice i beleive im in love with tom. ive deceived many times and have been deceived myself. but for the first time i actually feel alive. well for the past year or so i actually feel alive. its pretty amazing

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July 4th, 2007

Time: 01:34 pm

no one knows who i am or what im about anymore. exceptleah and maybe joshtrout and tom duh. i have the most beautiful daughter.

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June 19th, 2007

Time: 09:36 am

Me and Tom bought a house and i like it lots. i love leah. moving sucks though i have a lot of shit anyway heres whats up i live a pretty uneventful life as a mom and its pretty sweet. leahjosh&robert are the first friends to see mi casa. but i wouldnt have it any other way.

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May 22nd, 2007

Time: 06:56 pm

i think i was made to mother. and i say with confidence that im an amazing wife. i feel no bitterness and am past regret.

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April 19th, 2007

Time: 12:18 pm

im happy. tehehehe<3 tom got me pretty earrings for my birthday. and flowers to plant in our yard when we find our house. a week from tomorrow im having a baby.

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